>> Thursday, May 01, 2008
5/01/2008 07:41:00 PM
1 more week to the end.
it is long-anticipated and highly-awaited. 10 weeks have gone by, but in many ways, it really seems more than 10 weeks. i wonder if it was because we were not having fun which is why it totally seems longer than that. even a fellow colleague told me, it feels like she's seen me since forever at the 7-week mark.
even then, i'm still feeling jittery about teaching tmr. it's the last lesson with the monsters (i refuse to change their nicknames to anything nicer) and i'm still getting crap from my CT about them. what i feel, is that my CT is more concerned with what the HOD thinks of her rather than what the class stands to gain out of her teaching. i don't deny she is committed and willing to give time to make sure they do enough work but still, what's the practice when there's no heart?
all i can say is, God has been so faithful and i really can't imagine if i didn't even have Him in my life. i think about all my friends who don't know God and are gg through the same situation as i am - how can they have hope to carry on, if there is no God? because for me, without God, i won't still be here. indeed, He is my everything and my all.
how could i forget His love?
how could i forget His mercy?
