>> Thursday, March 17, 2005
3/17/2005 01:40:00 AM
#2 - sick of school. more than ever.
seriously, i don't know whether this feeling came from. but it's not a good sign. maybe it's just cuz i've not been doing well this sem so i dread facing my worst nightmare. of course, there comes the fact that i don't see #1 in school so school is more dreary than ever. haha. SIGH. dear God, help!
anyway, i hope #3's having a good time in school ya? new environment so it's time for all things new! as in, new friends, new study load.. stuff like that. hopefully u don't die out as fast as i have. it's one thing to not like school, but to want to skip school just to go for synerg!z, that's smthg else. though i'm not doing tt simply cuz my presentation carries an individual grade. so yes, school instead of morning 1 of synerg!z. SIGH.
i know i shld quit complaining since we're all prob feeling this way about school but i can't help it. dysfunctional by choice see? my new msn nick. haha. suits me alot more than my past nicks i think. though some would beg to differ anyway. gee. u know, sometimes when i go to sleep at night, i think abt how and why God has put me in this position. of studying in NUS and being under that MOE thing. it's not so much of the NUS, but rather the MOE. the pressure is on, girls. and the feeling sucks. help! and then, i just pray for grace to last just another day and for daily bread just to pull me thru. and since i'm still surviving, i know God has answered my prayer, though in a way i am CLUELESS about. heh.
update dearies! love u lots!
